it’s so nice when toxic people stop talking to you it’s like the trash took itself out
happy birthday to me lol
when people see a bandage on my arm no one assumes the simple things. they know its self harm and they don’t say SHIT
anyone knows when you burn a 3rd degree burn over another healed 3rd degree burn lol
here i am again. whenever i have no one to talk to i end up here. it’s my birthday on friday. a friend happened to buy me a present and my best friends get mad. one saying they do so much for me that present means nothing and the other mad i got a present from a guy. i held back from crying or cutting though i was close. turn on my old cutting song and begin to burn my arm, bad enough like last time. or close to. held each flam for 30 seconds or more, size of two toonies or more. ugh. for me i can’t self harm anywhere but my arm because the pain isn’t the same and no i’m not seeking attention by posting this. i’m not going to tell anyone either. sorry update
hey not dead just still in the same spot and tumblr is boring these days i need to find others to follow
